The Fairy Tale is Over

Well, happy belated 4th of July. I thought I had a good one, but the outcome sucks. Dude texted me and invited me to go on a golf outing for the 4th. I hadn't heard from him since he had to take a few days to figure some things out so I wasn't sure what to do but decided it would be a chance to talk. And it turned out to be a great day. I met some nice people and got to understand the mystique of this thing they call golf, and on the way home got to talk to dude and have a heart to heart. But unfortunately, I guess I was just talking to myself because I got stood up again this weekend. Ouch. My ego is really taking a beating. I think I'm just going back to my solitary life with my cats and my new camera. I can't take this getting close to someone and allowing myself some happiness just to be stomped on. Not much fun at all. Bring on the broke musicians! That I can handle. Nice guys who aren't so nice are a big let down. Broke musicians are always a let down, so no surprises there. Just lots of fun.

Work is still going slowly but I can feel the growth in myself. I'm self-assured and know my product. It feels great. I just need to stick it out. I've put too much effort into this to abandon it.

The weather is muggy and yucky but it's manageable. I love it all. My life is good. Just me and the cats against the world.
My biggest fear is that I would become an old maid with a house full of cats, and I might just be headed down that path!

To all my readers (Mom and Emily), please spread the message of love and peace in your every day conduct. I will try and do the same.

Sara Abrams
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